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All for One
04:19
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I wrote a poem on my fingertips, and I clenched a fist every time I started losing track of what I meant to say; I just don't make no sense these days
By the time I found the notes to play across those words I spoke, I didn't like the things I said; cuz it always sounds better when it's in my head
And I'll take our conversations and burn the words into my skin
To remind myself to watch my mouth, every time I try to scrub away all of my fucking regret
This one's for the endless days that I was starving to death and playing songs for change; skipping all my classes to make some friends
Same ones you found me hiding in
This one's for the night's I've spent blowing up your phone at 3AM; because I could not sleep at all
Let's blame it on the Adderall
And I'll take our conversations and burn the words into my skin
To remind myself to watch my mouth, every time I try to scrub away all of my regret
Even though we're all far past the time we'd try to find a way to fix my broken mind; I need you more than anything
Fuck the drugs that buried me
This one's for the love we made in the passenger seat when the cold front hit; the fogged up glass, the warmth we felt
I could not feel happier anywhere else
This one's for my sunshine that helps my garden grow, this one's for my other half that keeps me together when I lose myself
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2. |
Sells
03:27
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never come back (x3)
never come back around
it's all simple math until you're facing division
the multiplication doesn't matter because it's all subtracted
you're no different than the others
cuz they were painted red to teach the children bout their bodies
and we see your true colors; but what about beneath your skin and not just above?
did you find a way out?
feeling like i lost a bit of something now
did you find a way out?
what happened to the effort that i put to keep you around?
if you were my left wrist
well i haven't got that far but i might slice you all to bits (and i'll say)
i still think you about you
marks that you left on my neck match the ones on my hips
you're the smoke that i breathe
do not like the way you make me shake when you leave
we are just a cell; dividing evermore to leave this body that we call Hell
this is Hell; i'm burning alive
i love to watch you run
fall asleep and watch you set yourself free
i love to let you breathe
while i choke myself to sleep
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3. |
Indirect Post Malone
03:17
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Dirty fingernails and calloused hands
Dandruff flying out of his dried up hair
I can't even tell if he's depressed or not
All I know is that he's got no job
He's stayed inside since Monday night
Watching videos he shouldn't even watch
The house is covered in his Gundam sets
He smells like chlorine, body odor, and sweat
I don't like the way he lives
But it don't matter what I think
Grow up get a job x2
Shave your head, and shave your face
Just don’t blow cash all over the place
Don’t wallow in your pity anymore
Cuz you don’t need that
You just don’t need that
Grow up get a job x2
Shave your head, and shave your face
Just don’t blow cash all over the place
(Grow up and get a job, no body gives a fuck about your anarchistic mindset - I said it’s about time you live reality and face the news, that nobody really cares about your political views)
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4. |
Between You & I
03:03
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Remember the time when I tried to die; in your room when I was up to visit?
The marks left on your hands from the scissors on my neck.
Remember the time we drove up two states; rented a hotel to see our favorite band play?
The long drive on the way was not as long on the way back.
Cuz when you go somewhere new it's so hard to see the sad.
But I'll try to accommodate myself as best I can
So I don't have to burden you to help me feel my best as best I can
You are the light between the clouds
I am the rain that never stops
You are the warmth of drying clothes
I am the damp leftover socks
You are the first day back to school
I am the finals everyone hates
You are the reason I still try
I am the reason I still fail
You are everything that makes me feel alive
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5. |
Apologies
06:25
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I spent 2/3 of last year angry
Not trying to fix my problems
I spent the last 1/3 going crazy
I still never learned to solve them
And I found out that everybody dies
I bought enough caffeine for a week
Consumed in 30 minutes
You know I have problems with these things
I have many heart palpitations
And I found out that I've been getting old
I thought I was lonely when you were here
I've never been more wrong in my life
Now I hear you falling down
In the kitchen organizing knives
I talk to your picture when I'm by myself
But it don't feel like you're not around
I feel you breathing
But your oxygen tanks are gone
There's cinder blocks on my chest
There's something stuck in my throat
Now I can't breathe but my skin's still pink
Is that the way you had to go?
Is that the way you had to go?
(Did you have to go?)
There’s a method to the madness and a gun up to my head
And a man behind the barrel forcing me to read that script
But a script is what I need for these late night sweats
Stomach aches and migraines, been feeling anxious and depraved
But that script ain't gonna come until I get my next check
Been buying all of these drugs from any friend that has em left
But there's a catch to feeling good and alive up in the night
You tell yourself you're gonna die if your eyes lose that sight
Stuck in the couch so nobody would know?
I miss you more than you would know.
Sometimes you gotta live the bad
If you wanna be happy, you just push through the sad
Sometimes you gotta live the bad
If you wanna progress you understand how things exist inside your head
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6. |
Locomotive
02:44
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You are eternal, a self propelling train
You are forever circling the world, but you’re never using the brakes
But if the train will never stop, how do I get place to place?
I guess I'll lay down on top of the tracks and let the engine decide my fate
You are eternal, a tattoo on my brain
I'll never have you covered up, you eradicate my pain
I wish we knew the outcome of the impact we create
God bless the conductor for our Locomotive hasn’t derailed
I wish we knew the outcome of the impact we create
The only things that are set in stone are the words on our graves
We are perpetually in motion, only driving deeper
God bless the conductor; for our locomotive hasn’t derailed
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7. |
Fishbowl
05:26
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They tried to kick me off the premises
But I refused to kill the fun
Even if I can't remember half that night at all
I still managed to fuck it up
But that's just life
Always so quick to bring me down
They said I damaged thousands of dollars worth of equipment and property
And even if I can’t remember half that night at all, I know they're fucking lying to me
But I was wrong
In the eyes of the police
And if they're telling the truth
Then I tried to hit a cop
And if my record remains
My head was there for backup
And if they're telling the truth
Then I still had my fun
Cuz if I don’t know why
I guess I’m done
7 8 4 . 0 7
8 0 6 . 1 3
The numbers that’ll haunt my life
Are related to the 3rd degree
It's done and gone, there's no point to cry about the past
But when I hear the word charge, I’m gonna think about the two worst ones I have
But ain't that life
Finding when and where to find out why
I need help to help myself (x1000)
7 8 4 . 0 7
8 0 6 . 1 3
The numbers that’ll haunt my life
Are related to the 3rd degree
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8. |
Time
05:45
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(Josh)
Now everyday I wake up playing Russian Roulette
Except for when I pull the trigger, a bullet's always in the chamber
And I'll continue pulling feeling eager to place my bets
That the next day that I wake up I'll end up sober, ever-angered
And every time I try to place some questions to these problems
The solutions have no meanings with no efforts left to solve them
I will solemnly go hunting for more problems to acquire
Until the day the candle's snuffed, the final ending to this fire
(Dylan and Josh)
Every time I tell you
I'm gonna be okay
It's just a simple lie
To help me get to sleep
(Dylan)
You’re the fire off the stove and I’m the burns on your hands
You're the Puritan hysteria and I’m the witches you cleansed
You’re the sudden palpitations when I’m falling asleep
Exactly 3 in the morning as I’m grinding my teeth
You’re the lightning and the thunder, I’m alone and afraid
Even if low probability you’d kill me today
You’re the reason that I smile, I’m the reason I cry
You’re my undying sobriety, and I’m the dying urge to get high
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9. |
Wasted (Leaves by Ash)
04:06
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Tomorrow’s another funeral I have to attend
I’m only twenty-two, but I'm so damn exhausted
Half my friends are dead
It's no surprise you went out dreaming
You were always in your head
The only thing that I have learned from every death
Is that there’s plenty of times I regret
Not giving my best
But it twists up through my stomach
Spawns roots right through my chest
No I don’t have any answers
Could we please calm down with the tests
I hope there’s darkness in your resting
And when you wake, there’s only light
I hope it warms you in the daytime
That it keeps you cool at night
I hope that you stay smiling
Wherever you should land
That you’re never alone
That never need a hand
That you never need a hand
I’ll think of you in better times
I will miss you when I’m in need
I’ll feel you in the summer
And I'll hear you in fall throughout the trees
One thing I used to say
When you die you don't go to a place
You either come back as an animal
Or another human being
That's just what I believe
We all come back as leaves
That's just what I believe
We all end up as leaves
We all end up as leaves
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